So.....my journey seems like a roller coaster...but I am learning... OH AM I LEARNING!! I learned a hard lesson the other day...I lost 9 lbs last week doing the cabbage soup diet. So then on Monday, I thought it would be ok to have Chinese food for lunch....because I was going to hit the gym and I wasn't going to eat terribly bad. So I had a small portion of rice, sesame chicken, general tso's chicken and crab rangoon(which by the way is my FAVORITE). Yeah not so much anymore...it truly didnt even taste good. Anyway we had a lot to do on Monday so my thought process was grab some workout clothes and head to the gym after the WAPPA meeting Monday night. I grabbed the clothes and took them with us and we had to run to Sam's to pick up dog food. so we stopped at Chick Fila..going to grab some quick carbs to fuel the workout...yeah NOOOOOOOOO! It sat so heavy in both of us that it was unbelievable. Needless to say we never made it to the gym. The next morning I dreadfully stepped on the scale....I wish I hadnt...I gained 2 lbs....REALLY REALLY!!! What the crap....I know I know...it was my own fault...I ate things I shouldnt have ate..So yesterday cabbage soup it was....I did really good...ALL DAY!! until about 945 last night...I had this urge for chocolate.....so I gave in and went to Walmart and bought a candy bar... I paid dearly for it. it was so sweet.....yes I know that is what it is supposed to be...but this was like outta this world sweet. This morning i dreaded the scale....but the good note is I didnt gain any weight....the bad note is I didnt lose any either. This journey is going to be the hardest thing for me....I love love love to eat....I mean really love to eat...why cant the stuff that is good for you taste like the stuff you love that is bad for you...I know I am on a ranting spree....but I would really love to be one of those people that can eat and eat and eat and never gain a pound......happily...I know some people have just as much trouble gaining weight as I have losing it....but I wish we lived in a perfect world. Of course my perfect world would consist of a healthy me and a healthy Shane and lots of healthy children that belonged to us.....but we all know the world is not perfect....but hey a girl can dream right......
Ok done with the rant....onto other things in my life. I am super excited about where things are going with our photography business. Shane and I attended a class since we needed to be home this weekend. It was a blessing in disguise. I learned soooooooo much! I am truly looking forward to the changes that I am working on within myself and our business.I cant wait to see what happens.... After all it is my life and it is what I make it! Setting goals and making things happen!
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