Just another day!

Today was just another day, not nearly enough hours in the day and way too much to do. I ate things that I shouldnt have, didnt exercise and basically just said well there is always tomorrow. But tomorrow isnt going to get me on the path to healthy today. Why do I not care about me? Why am I not important enough to worry about myself? Why exactly is that? That is the question of the moment. Just another something for me to work on. Lets add that to the list of a million things wrong with me.

Beef

Dinner with a friend.... Great time, great company, great food. Wings vs. Salad...come on it was beef o bradys, it will be wings hands down. Honey BBQ wings with fries and sweet tea. Yeah.. Not the best dieting decision I have ever made...but the company and the conversation were a good choice. Conversation was easy for the most part. This friend pushes me beyond my comfort zones and makes me look at things differently that what I normally would have. He makes me second guess complete thought processes and why I  have those thoughts in the first place. He doesn't really push me, he puts these inclinations in my mind and then I have to think about them and why I am the way I am. At times I am ok with that and other times it makes me really uncomfortable. Our conversations are never dull. So if I had to eat a million wings to have the conversation then that is what I would do because I am very thankful for the friendship. Today it was ok to gain some weight to maybe lose some weight off the shoulders.