2/2/11 No Worries.....

Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia.
~Charles Schultz

I love this quote I got in my email this morning....I wish it were that easy to not worry. NOT IN MY LIFE! I am so sick of worrying....I am looking for a shut off valve. Cant I just turn it off like I would turn off a water faucet. I am tired of it. So I haven't met any of my goals so far today that I set yesterday....and it is now 3pm..... of course it didn't help that I couldn't sleep last night and that I didn't even fall asleep until 3 am...after taking NyQuil hoping not to catch Shane's cold. So in turn I slept until NOON....Well that just throws my WHOLE DAY off....so I feel like I have accomplished nothing...although I fixed lunch, started the mountains of laundry and returned emails.....I still have a mile long to do list. I am going to knock most of it out today...even if it kills me....
New goals for today....
Finish the laundry...this means completely...folding, hanging, putting away..the whole nine yards...not just sitting in the basket like last weeks laundry.
Cleaning the studio....I desperately need to organize that room....
Cleaning my bedroom....which means putting the rest of the laundry away from last week....
Vacuuming every room....
Cleaning the dining room...putting away and organizing the scrapbook closet.....(MAYBE)
Organizing my desk.....
Making a list of things I need to accomplish for the photography business....
making a list of things I need to accomplish for the collectibles business....
and taking some time for me to exercise and work on my change my life challenge.....

Can it all be done....we will see.....

Weight for today was 220.8 ( the .8 is probably from eating at 11 pm last night becasue I skipped dinner.....yeah not a good thing for my weightloss journey.....)
Blood Sugar this morning was 167. A little high...but not as high as it has been.....I have got to get with the program and get that under control....
WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have got to get myself under control......
I REFUSE TO DROWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is my life after all and I am thankful for it!