So the last few weeks have been up and down. mostly down...but I am trying to be positive and start only looking forward. I have tried to put off the inevitable, I know that I cant handle these headaches much longer. Staying in bed is not an option, I have businesses to run, a home to keep running, and some amazing children in my life to love. I cant do all of that while I am in bed. I feel like I have been giving up because of the fear of the needle in my back. Everyone keeps telling me that it will hurt a lot less than the everyday hurt. and they are right....but it still sucks!!!!
That 30 minutes that I have to lay there while they are drawing the fluid off of my spinal column is the longest 30 minutes EVER!!! and the most excruciating pain I have ever felt in my life....and believe me these headaches have caused me some pain. Its time to woman up and get it done.....I am missing out on my life....the life I love so much!
So I have gotten out the list tonight....and for the first time in 3 weeks I have made my Monday List..... 4 pages of lists......wow...I really have been slacking....I need to get caught up. I can and I will!!!
Something else I am going to try.... maybe I will blog it since I cant seem to keep these challenges up on facebook....LOL!
60 day challenge, day 1: A pic of yourself with 15 facts (do I really know that many?)
1. I am my own worst enemy
2. When I love I love with my whole heart
3. I love what I do...(Photography) There is something about capturing peoples memories FOREVER!!!
4. I forgive sometimes when I really shouldn't.
5. I trust way to easy which means my heart breaks even harder.
6. My eyes change colors
7. I am married to my very best friend....
8. I love this little town we live in
9. The only thing I have ever really wanted I have given up on getting... (being a mom)
10. I second guess myself way to much!
11. I spend way too much time worrying about what other people are going to think of me.
12. I love to blog....scrapbook....and learn new things!
13. Have a strange obsession with numbers
14. The person I want to meet above all is me. I'd love to finally know who "she" is 15. I am learning to take care of me.
Some of these answers I mirrored from dear friend Tabitha Hughes because they just fit my life..... Thank you Tabi...I love you and I think you are amazing!!!
Tomorrow is a brand new day,.....I cant wait to see what it has in store!!! Nite nite!!!
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